Is this how high school is going to end and college is going to begin? I've lost two friends in these past few months. Whether or not it's my fault depends on the situation. I've put myself at the feet of one recent one, hoping she'll forgive whatever I did to offend her, and now I'm questioning whether or not doing that was the right thing when I'm also questioning whether the way she's been treating me is right or not. I don't know what's going on with my other friend. We're not okay, but we're not closed to conversation either. After some thinking, I'm not sure we'll ever be close again. Somehow, I don't know if I'm okay with that.
Why do I never KNOW?
These are terrible feelings. I'm leaving my family in a few days to go overseas, and coping with all of this at the same time is so hard. Why do I cry so easily? I should be stronger.
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