I've always been one of those people who will constantly tell myself and others "I'm okay, I'm alright, I'm fine" when I'm actually not any of the above. These few weeks I have been asking myself if senior ball is worth the stress it's causing. I keep reassuring myself that everything will be fine in the end, that it's about the fun and the memories and not about the setup or the background, but in fact I've never been so unhappy.
There's not a girl in this world who wouldn't love to be asked to a dance. First claim: once you accept the fact that you're not going to be, it's actually not that bad. Next claim: I lie. It's a terrible feeling, and I do feel pretty bad.
In any case, date or no date, I'll feel so guilty if I don't go, so I am determined to go, smile and bear it through, no matter how frustrating the preparation is. It's the road that's bumpy, but the destination will be worth the while. I really hope it's worth the while.
i don't have a date either! which kind of made me think twice about going, but let's be determined together <3
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keke that's not true for either of us anymore~ I'm so excited for prom, I hope you are too :D :D ♥
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