Looking at an empty street, listening to my own heartbeat.
Hello June. I'm graduating tomorrow, along with all of my friends and classmates. It could be any other day, I don't feel like it at all. I feel empty, like tomorrow's never going to come, like we were meant to stay here with each other forever. I don't want to move forward because I don't know how. I don't want to leave because the future holds no promises.
It's pretty much confirmed at this point that I'll be going to NTU this fall. It's semester system, and I live about an hour away from home, but I'm pretty sure I'll still be dorming. It's a bit frightening that I don't know anyone else going there, but I know I can manage. The classes seem daunting, but GEs hopefully should be no problem.
On the 8th, I leave for Taiwan for two months' vacation. I have yet to start packing, but at least I've started cleaning my room and sorting out laundry. I regret showing such excitement when my parents bought the tickets, because I'm leaving so many of my friends behind so soon. I plan to come home in August, when my admission package arrives, take care of health forms and loose ends, say a few goodbyes, then depart for Taiwan again.
There's so much coming up, I don't know how to say goodbye to high school.
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